I was planning a light-hearted post today. I was going to apologize for not blogging since Christmas Day, and tell you about all the refusal-of-handknit-Malabrigo-present drama. Then I was going to launch into some some fun self-deprecation about all the New Year's resolutions I broke before the end of New Year's Day.
But I can't write about such things today. I'm not feeling at all light-hearted. I'm afraid I can't tell you why, except to say that although I feel awful -- sad, angry and helpless -- I am ok. The real pain is felt by others.